Take Your Mind Off Things

Mon, 11 Jun 2007 08:39:40 GMT

pretend to be nothing like a small piece of smth that doesnt really exist, lie there and die. even this fucking journal wont help. there's no trust, and there's nothing around. just run and run until i stop feeling and breathing.

The Fray - How To Save A Life

Mon, 07 May 2007 09:23:09 GMT

Step one you say we need to talk
He walks you say sit down it's just a talk
He smiles politely back at you
You stare politely right on through
Some sort of window to your right
As he goes left and you stay right
Between the lines of fear and blame
And you begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Let him know that you know best
Cause after all you do know best
Try to slip past his defense
Without granting innocence
Lay down a list of what is wrong
The things you've told him all along
And pray to God he hears you
And pray to God he hears you

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

As he begins to raise his voice
You lower yours and grant him one last choice
Drive until you lose the road
Or break with the ones you've followed
He will do one of two things
He will admit to everything
Or he'll say he's just not the same
And you'll begin to wonder why you came

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

No Tomorrow

Tue, 20 Mar 2007 10:02:36 GMT

when we’re together
when we’re together
there’s no tomorrow
there’s no tomorrow
there’s no one in the world
but you and me
just you and me
you and me

i need you so much closer

CELTA

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 15:03:05 GMT

really missing it, loved it, it wasnt that difficult after all.

rob and wes are playing pinball instead of planning our lesson

benny and rob

erm, natalia, ben, olga, olga, rob, val, paul, me, kev, jo, wes, cory, alex

wes doesnt like pictures of him being taken

me and ben, going crazy as always

alex and cory, looking serious (or just drunk probably)

paul and jo, looking serious too (definitely drunk)

benny boy

al and rob, last TP!!

i cant remember when or how the next 8 pictures were taken

however,

cory and me, obviously drunk

ben and me, definitely very drunk

mike

me and mike drunk!

ben, me, rob and cory

paul and me

wes drank too much and is dying in this picture

next morning

wes, paul, mike and val.. someone broke the curtains the nite before

cory was still asleep when we left

me and my lovely fiance

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 11:03:04 GMT

Somewhere else

Mon, 25 Dec 2006 09:30:52 GMT

You give me everything I need
But I really really wish I could be somewhere else
Than here
Just anywhere else
Just anywhere else than here

phone gets no signal :(

merry xmas all

IMPORTANT ANNOUNCEMENT

Sun, 10 Dec 2006 20:04:21 GMT

Dear All,

We, the concerned, would like to take this opportunity to announce the wedding of Nina Yevgenevna Zakharkina and Michael Rogerson. We hope that the ceremony will take place in the church of Santa Maria Maggiore, Rome, in late April.

Although the plans are at an early stage we are aware that for visa and immigration purposes, invitations will have to be issued soon. Therefore we ask that, as a private contractor is dealing with invitation arrangements, if you have not received notification from us within one month, please contact one of us directly as there may have been a mistake and we would not want a friend of ours to miss this happy occasion.

In the event that you receive an invitation but are unable to attend, we would like to console you with the news that a celebration of the union will be held upon our return to Moscow following the honeymoon in Micronesia in early May. Venues are being investigated currently and all arrangements will be disclosed as soon as we have news.

With love,

N & M

Tue, 14 Nov 2006 14:25:32 GMT

лето выдалось веселым

Mon, 06 Nov 2006 23:04:34 GMT

Q is the tune in your head

Fri, 27 Oct 2006 07:12:50 GMT

all the best songs ever on Q Radio. seriously. its fantastic.

tell me how does it feel

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 09:08:52 GMT

I need you tonight
To hold me, say you'll be here
To hold me, say you'll be here
To hold me, say you'll be here
To hold..

so yeah, thats all i wanted to say really.. just been generally happy the last few weeks :)

They'll never play this on the radio - you've got to see it live!

Thu, 19 Oct 2006 13:53:06 GMT

Greatest track of all time? Aye!!

Sat, 07 Oct 2006 17:27:04 GMT

Just really cant see how people can even consider leaving the country that produces best music ever!?

"oh why ask me"

Mon, 11 Sep 2006 10:43:55 GMT

no one seems to understand how it felt then, and that it really will never feel the same again.

here you go again anyway, wirting about same old stuff even on my new journal, even though i didnt think i ever would again :s

I'm 20 now

Sun, 10 Sep 2006 21:07:33 GMT

...and to start with i need to learn to take crap from random people, and to learn that there are very few people that really care. those who do though, i need to appreciate a lot.
someone i never expected to talk to again managed to make my day shit, he was also the first one (hopefully the last one as well) who made me delete all the messages ever received from him and delete his number from my phone. i've never done it before, never even to any of my ex-boyfriends numbers. speaking about exes, someone who i thought would send me a happy birthday message didnt, some people seemed to forget about me a all today, from some of my friends i was receiving really nice messages though! but im definitely getting old, as i didnt recognise my best friend when she phoned to wish me happy birthday. IM OLD NOW!

however, thank you a lot, to those who came to see me today, you did make my day really good and fun, despite all the shit happening aroud!! pictures are coming later ;)

and as for me, im gonna read an email from someone very special now, which will definitely make me happier about things in general, so gonna post more later :)

and really, FUCK 20! I AM STILL WHAT I FEEL I AM, AND IT STILL FEELS LIKE 19 :D

here, with new journal again

Sat, 09 Sep 2006 13:49:27 GMT

yep, thats just me again.. got bored of all the journals i had before (there were quite a few, in case your interested, only one worth reading though - got_ya).. this one was supposed to be friends only first (as its gonna have some private thoughts on it), but i changed my mind..
however, today's my last day of being a teenager which isnt the happiest thing could ever happen to me! so the plan for tonite is: buying some nice clothes (i am actually changing for the worse!!) and football with a couple of drinks (im still me after all, teenager or not!).

have a fun nite, to anyone that mite be reading!
x